It's only the beginning of the week.
i dont like this feeling.
overwhelmed. the landslide.
the many third parties to manage.
cannot get the ideal wants as per client's insisting requirements.
the things you know that it's not in your hands.
the ones that you dont have the last say.
the countless bouncing here and there.
the balance on left, right, up and down.
the squeezing of blood from metal.
the many more things of contrast between mind and heart.
i know im going to crack before the amount that i can swallow all these reaches to a limit.
another 31 more days left...
